Heart pounding, palms sweaty, mind racing.
It creeps up like the dawn of night. You know it's coming but there's no stopping it.
It's a battle and I'm fighting. I fight hard, but it's just not good enough.
Lord, help me I pray.
I am learning of His great power, and of the depths of His love.
Whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Mark 11:24